Hola... It's a month of October already.  9 months passed by in this year of 2014.  I have been trying something new this year.  It is about a social networking business.  I have never been so lucky to be the first runner of this business among my fellows.  The entire concept is simple.  You advertise your product on this website, share this opportunity to your friends and earn profit from it.  I manage to make some money from it and it was awesome!

Well, to draw more people to join this business, I fully utilized my Facebook account.  I publicized my bonus statement to encourage people and stimulate their curiosity about this business.  Yes, it's working.  However, one important thing I genuinely learned from this, I am not supposed to just simply exposed those monetary matters publicly.  People had this sort of thought that you are now in a good standing of your financial affordability.  I don't want to talk openly about this because I aware it will humiliate those people.  But I hardly want to emphasize on one thing, please... Keep your promise!  Don't ever promise to people if you can't accomplish it.  That's the main idea of my entry this time. Hasta pronto....

THOSE WERE THE DAYS WHEN I FINALLY…

 22 years ago, in a rural primary school a young girl fell in love with this famous young boy in her school.  This boy was popular because he was the only one wearing a yellow necktie at school as he was the head prefect.  One day, this girl managed to get the boy’s telephone number.  After school, with only 20 cents with her, she rushed to the public phone and dialed the number.  TUT TUT TUT…her heart was unsettled waiting for the phone to be picked up at the other side.  “Hello” It was the boy’s voice. “Err...hello…can you tell me teacher’s Dora phone number?” This question suddenly pops out somewhere out of the blue.  “Hah? Who is this” asked the boy.  And that was the end of the conversation as the girl hung up the phone.  The girl remains the boy’s secret admirer until the last day of their primary school day together.

In secondary school, both of them were at the same school again.  During the first day in secondary school, this girl with her two best friends were walking heading to the new school and this girl noticed that this boy was walking alone 500 meters behind them.  “mmm…let him walk alone, I don’t want to admire him anymore.  He is too arrogant” murmured the girl, but she never know that it was actually the final day of the boy to be in that area as the next day he will be transferred to another school following his family.  That was the last time she met the boy.  She never had the chance to tell the boy her feeling toward him.  The secret remains neatly folded until they meet again back in 1998. 

Well, a year before they meet again somewhere in 1997, this girl found out that one of her classmates once was the boy’s ex-classmates.  So, this girl took this opportunity by asking her classmates about the boy’s new address.  That was the second phase of their relationship.  They wrote to each other for a year and decided to meet before the last term of secondary school ended.  The dated took place in Centre Point, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.  Still, no special words were uttered during the dating.  They were just an ordinary old friends met together and chatted.  After meeting this boy after a very long period of time, the special feeling inside this girl toward the boy had slowly faded.  Since that day, they lost contact.  No phone numbers were exchanged, no more letters being mailed to each other.

Dear readers, I am sure you’re guessing it right.  Yes, that young lady is me.  Down memories lane, I must say that how wonderful life is and after all, I learned and admitted that this quotes are really true; To love is nothing, to be loved is something but to love and to be loved by someone you love is everything.  

In 2007, I still remember vividly.  I had to go to Labuan for a trip and I was quite reluctant to go because I was replacing my friend who was unable to make it.  The trip was exciting.  We were actually escorting our student to SESB Patau-Patau, Labuan for a study tour.  We spent about 3 days in Labuan.  On the last day, we were sitting in the lobby, reading a newspaper while waiting for a check out, I heard this voice and it was quite familiar.  I looked around to find where the voice was coming from.  Then, as I expected, came the man approached me,  “If I’m not mistaken, you are Daily right?”.  “Err…yes..and you are Clarence? Am I right?”  My turn guessing his name.  Of course, I was quite unsure because we haven’t met for 9 years.  “Oh…what a coincidence!  What are you doing here?” He asked happily.  “We are escorting our student here.  And you? What r you doing here?” “Mmm…I was forced by my friend to accompany him here.  Well, we just want to have fun.  Oh ya, can I have your phone number?”  Without delaying the time, he asked for my phone number and I willingly gave him.  During the journey from Labuan to Monumbuk by ferry, he sat next to me and we had a chat until the ferry arrived to Monumbuk.

After we met that day, he kept on messaging me.  I don’t really feel excited to reply his messages.  If he messages me 3 times, I will only reply once.  I still remember, one of my friends, Grace told me.  “Don’t close your heart; give a chance for those who tried to get closed to you.”  In the meantime, I kept on praying to God.  I prayed, “God if he is the one then please humble my heart to accept him”.   And God replied my prayer.  Within a couple of days, I began to miss his message.  I was the one who messaged him first and we declared through phone.  I was happy and he was extremely happy too.  This was how his response when I said I had that feeling on him.  “Yahoo..ya be da be du.  I’m the happiest man in the world.  I’ll be smiling all day long”.  Our relationship ran smoothly.  We got engaged at the end 2007, and got married in 2009, on Valentines’ day.  And to my surprise, he was actually my secret admirer too while we were in our primary school.  He told me, during the very last day he was in Keningau, the day I saw him walked alone behind us, he was actually holding a letter, hoping to give to me before they transferred but he didn’t have the courage to give it to me.  Oh…Unbelievable...what a coincidence!  There was a Malay famous saying, I was not actually clapping with one hand during that time. 

Dear readers, those were the days when I finally found my Mr. Right.  God had prepared our destiny.  If she or he is meant to be with you, it doesn’t matter how far you’re separated with your Mr.Right, someday, somehow, you shall be unified together by God.  Just believe in Him.  And to me the greatest gifts that God had given to us are our two cute sons, deo and cj.  I am truly blessed to have these wonderful gifts; three loveable persons in my life.  I will love them until the very last breath of my life.  They are the reasons for me to keep on living and always wanted to be better than I was before.  Thank you Lord.

Hola…well..its 20^th of March 2014…WHAT?!? Yes..2014…it has been 3 years I didn’t update my blog… Some of my friends asked me, “hey!! You didn’t write on your blog recently…right?” And that question was actually 2 years ago and no one ever asked me since that day.  I should say time flew so fast, my elder son is coming to 4 years this June.  Huhu…actually I forgot my blog’s url, that’s why I can’t update my blog and the second reason is; I forgot which email address that I use to login to this blog.

From now on, I will try to update my blog frequently.  I just love to write (if I have more free time).  4 years I struggled to complete my degree and time was so precious during that time.  I don’t even have enough time to spend quality time with my family…what more to spend a few hours in front of my pc just to update my blog.  Study came first, then family…what a cruel and unfair mommy!  But that was once a reality…now it becomes valuable experiences to me.  Now, I have more quality time with my family especially with my two sons…and of course with my loving husband.  Without them, my life would be empty.

Yesterday was my historical day.  It was the validation process for me to get promoted.  I had prepared all the documentations since early January this year until Tuesday early this week.  Fuh!!! It was a though moment but I managed to answer and provide everything during the process.  Thanks God and thanks to everyone who helped me.  I hope there will be good news for me at the end of this year or most probably next year.  Please pray for it. 

Well…that’s all for now…Don’t forget to pray for MH370!!!

Area Level Humorous Speech and Evaluation Speech Competition

Hi..

I have half an hour to update this blog. Really couldn’t help it as many pending works are waiting. However, I manage to squeeze my time for a few minutes just to share with you the latest and important event we had recently.

Last Friday, as I mentioned in my post previously, the outstanding and auspicious Toastmasters event was held here in ULPL. To our surprised, there were many Toastmasters members from the different clubs attended the event even though they have to pay RM18 for the ticket. Sadly, only a few members from Politeknik Kota Kinabalu Toastmasters Club came to witness the event. However, thank you very much to our Deputy Director of Academic, Hajah Norehan for spending her precious time to be with us during the night.

What can I say? It was really fantastic! All the contestant show their best talent in delivering their speech as well as giving a constructive evaluation. Here, everything we learnt in Toastmasters Club will be applied and tested. We couldn’t stop laughing as the stories they shared were really tickled our funny bones.

As I joined this humorous competition in Area Level for the third time, it was definitely deepen my experience in public speaking. I could realize that it was a great and memorable moment. I became more steady in giving my speech as well as I can convey the message with the aids of props, body and hand gestures and of course by using vocal variety. I have done my best during the competition and I still can’t believe that I could win the FIRST RUNNER UP position. Oh my God…It was the third time I joined the competition and it was also the third time I won the same position. Thank you God…Madam Chow also won the FIRST RUNNER UP for Evaluation Speech Contest. Congratulations to her and myself as well…hehe..

My hope, may our Deputy Director open up her mind to give PKKTMC a steady place in this organization so that we could have enough members to run the training meeting every two weeks. She never attended any of Toastmaster training meeting before and we really hope by witnessing the event, she could most probably support all of our activities and encourage the lecturers to join the meeting. I wondered and confused…most of the lecturers admitted that they are really weak in this language, however they don’t want to make any single effort to improve it even though the platform is already there. It took me five years to overcome my fear in speaking in public but that it not the important thing at all. What I want to share here is, I will proudly say to anyone who wanted to ask me this question? “What is your big achievement in PKKTMC?” My answer will be, “I can conduct the lectures in my class 100% in English now after five years joining toastmaster which was impossible to me once."

Well, it’s up to them. It’s up to the management. We will continue to carry on our journey in Toastmasters and keep on enriching ourselves with the knowledges. The future is in our hands.

Oh ya, attached here are two photos taken during the event. Adios…

Areas K1 and K4 Humorous Speech and Evaluation Contests, Politeknik KK, 7 Oct 2011...Humorous Speech - Area K1, Champion Mohd Kamal Surin (KKTMC), 1st Runner-up Daily Tayok (PKKTMC); Area K4, Champion Ophelia Domingo (SWEPA), 1st Runner-up Kasey Chan (KK Adv). — with Jason William Vitales, Rosie Sj Moo, Kasey Chan, Ophelia Domingo, Grace Chiu, Terry Ks, Daily Sharon Tayok and Nora Ridzwan.

Two many cameras...Every body is looking at their particular camera..:)

PKKTMC Humo

Last night, for the very first time PKK Toastmaster Club held the Humorous Speech and Evaluation Contest. All the committee members were participating including myself. It was a great event and I really enjoyed it. My speech title was “How to win ‘her’ heart?” Her here means my mother in law’s heart. I forced my husband to witness the contest with the reason that my topic was all about her mother. And because of that topic he agreed to come and support me.

There were 4 of us competing for the humorous speech. Mdm Chow shared with us what the difference between men and ladies while shopping. It was really true and originally based on her experience. Well done to her. For Adrian, it’s very funny when he started his speech with a song from Jimmy Palikat entitled Tanak Kampung. His speech title was “A modern rubber tapper village boy”. That was quite funny too. Last but least, the contestant was Hatimi Mudin from JKM. I really impressed with her progress. She manage to deliver her speech humorously even though that was her first attempt. Congratulations to all the participant.

For the evaluation contest, we also have 4 contestants. All of them did a very good and constructive evaluations. Well, the test speaker Chicha really impressed the audiences with her speech title “Who is in charge”. The speech was all about how to become a good leader and not a boss. I love how Chicha delivered her speech. Really funny and she really absorbed what Toastmaster thought her. She use her vocal variety to emphasize the messages.

Okay, here is the winner for the contest.

Humorous Speech Contest:
Champion: Ehemmmm….myself..(V____________V)
1st runner up: Mdm Chow from JPA

Evaluation Contest:
Champion: Mdm Chow from JPA
1st runner up: Alester G.Jakuil …

Hehe…Conratulations to the winners… Both of the champions will represent PKKTMC for the Area K level contest which will be held on the 7th of October 2011 at the same venue which is at Auditorium, ULPL, PKK.

Mmm…I hope I can do better. Need to exaggerate more and use some props to add the impact of my speech. Some of the feedback I got from the audiences, they said my story was really interesting and humor . I really appreciated their comments. Okay…see you then…adios..

I am a Toastmaster!

Finally, our English Enhancement Program (EEP) was officially ended. I must thanked Mr. Chin for giving us(Eta and me) an opportunity to join the program even though the program is actually for new lecturers. I have attended similar course in Politeknik as well and we called it EEC (Effective English Communication) organised by JPA. Through the program I was able to get to know new Politeknik staff especially the Director’s daughter. Mmm...this saying is really true, “Don’t judge the book by its cover”. Previously, we assumed that the Director’s daughter was a snobbish person, but actually she doesn’t. She is really friendly and generous with her smile.

Mm..the flow of the program was quite boring on the 1^st and 2^nd day. But on the 3^rd day, I began to feel the excitement because we had a public speaking session. And to make it more interesting, there will be an award waiting for the best speaker. All participants were given 3 minutes to deliver their speech. I really like this part because I can show to them the skills that Toastmaster had taught me all this while. This is one of the reason why we(Eta and me) volunteered ourselves to join this course at a very first place. I do not mean to look down on the other participants; I knew that most of them were very good in English especially the Director’s daughter and one of her friend. Both of them have been studied in overseas once and it was undeniable that both of them speak very fluently in English. But, after all, we took this as a challenge because we will never have this opportunity to speak in front of non-toastmaster member.

I choose PPSMTI as my topic. I choose this topic simply because of it relates to all lecturers who attended the course. My speech goes like this:

“I was reading a book last few weeks and really attracted to this quote, “It is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness”. There was a deep meaning behind it. This is how I am going to relate it with my daily life especially in my profession as a lecturer. I realized that, by hook or by crook by now we’re supposed to conduct our lecture in English.

To be plain, for me it is a very challenging task. I often seek for excuses why I can’t really implement this method and those excuses were most likely blaming the management for simply commanding us to change the way we’re teaching now drastically, or blaming the students because they don’t understand English rather than try to make small effort to improve myself first. There are questions that keep buzzing in my ears? How to start? Where to start? Do I have the boldness? What if the students laugh at me? And etc..

However, there are 3 things that made me change my view. Firstly, Politeknik students need help. If you as a lecturer couldn’t help them then who else in the outside world could help them? We need to transform ourselves first before we can transform our student. In future, I’m sure we would be proud of them for being able to compete with the University students.

Secondly, the reference books are mostly written in English. Why do we need to double our task? We can convey the knowledge directly to the student without translating it. If we conduct the lesson in Malay than we have to translate the whole books in order to make the lecture more effective. Why do we need to do so if we have an option to choose? Ask yourself?

Thirdly, it’s my personal gain. I’ve set in mind that by conducting the lecture in English, it will benefit me as well as the students themselves. I can enhance and improve my communication skill where as the students could experience the new environment of their lecture class. Love your profession. Let your passion drive your profession. So it is a win win situation.

What I’m going to emphasize here is that I’m urging my fellow intelligent friends to light a candle by improving ourselves and enlighten others especially our students. A man was picking up starfish on the beach and threw them into the sea. Another man approached him and asked, “There are thousand of starfish here, and how are you going to return them all to their place?” The other man smiled and answered, “At least, I’ve made a difference to this one…” and continued throwing the starfish into the sea. So, why are we here, it is just simply because we are the chosen one…For me, I can. Therefore, I will…how about you. Thank you…”

Surprisingly, I received an awesome response from the audiences. Marcus, one of the facilitator then told me that he does not have comment at all. He said that I just prove to them that I am a Toastmaster indeed. Thanks God, I did well. In the evening, he asked for my name and my IC number. Eta said, “Daily, I am sure that you will be the best speaker”. Well, let me shorten how the story goes...During the closing on Thursday evening, Eta announced (she was the emcee of the day) the best speaker. “The best speaker award goes to.....jeng jeng jeng...( My heart was unsettled and I heard my name was uttered by some of the audience)...Nor Haniza Bte Mustafar Kamar”. Mmm...at that moment, it was really hard for me to control my face expression because of my high expectation. I could see how proud the Director while giving the certificate to his own daughter. It was a lesson for me. I acted that I was not disturbed by the result and I went to meet Nor Haniza and congratulated her. I told her, she deserved to receive the award than me. She smiled and said to me that she was not trained in Toastmaster and admitted that there was a slight different between a Toastmaster member and non-Toastmaster member.

During the evening tea after the closing....Eta says “They took into account these 4 days to determine who is the best speaker” She told me that simply because she realized what was going on. I nodded. It was over then. We then went to the Seminar Room to take our bags and modules. Inside the room, we met with Marcus. Our final conversation with Marcus was really uplifted my spirit again and clarified everything. “Daily, I have something to tell you...Actually you’re the one who won the best speaker award but since you joined this course is counted as your KUDAPAN course only so you’re disqualified. The best speaker award is given to the 2^nd best speaker” So in the end, we achieved our mission, to prove that we are the Toastmasters...END..

May your soul rest in peace...Mr.Herman..

Life is really unpredictable. Yesterday, you hang out with friends, laughing out loud or study group together. Today, suddenly, you receive a call and someone telling you that one of your friend has gone…do you believe it? She or he must be joking…

Well, I am very lazy to update this blog. But seem there were many things happen recently, I think it’s time to jot a few lines here all over again.

My late officemate MR. HERMAN J.PREMUS as well as my course mate in UMS, how on earth he gone so early. He is just in his 40’s. Being close to him for at least 2 years in UMS and almost 7 years in Politeknik, definitely has carved the unforgettable memories with him. If I don’t have friends to accompany me to have my lunch, I will go with him. Every time when I took a lift, I couldn’t resist my words to complaint his VIGO, full of his TAEKWAN-DO and ROBOCON stuff, but he never upset. He will tell me that he have no time to tidy and wash his VIGO. After that, he will start smoking and I will start counting how many cigarettes he could finished within an hour. Believe me or not, he will smoke for at least 3 or 4 times.

Last semester, we were in one group in Technopreneur Subject. To be plain, I was really mad at him last semester. We have 4 group assignments and he didn’t even contribute his idea neither help us at all. So, after discussed with another group member, we decided to ask him to pay us. I told my group member, if he refuse to pay, I don’t’ want to be his group member next semester. With hesitation, we talk to him face to face and to my surprise, he agreed, he paid us RM50 each. May be I was a bit selfish during that time, but I couldn’t bear it because I was almost crazy cracking my head to complete the tasks given. It was not an easy task where you can search it easily in the internet, but that was the real thing, the real business plan and website. That’s why, I felt very dissatisfied and unfair.…

But…it was a history…a history that will never being written again. Life is too short to hate somebody(Eta’s quote). It’s better to forgive rather than being overwhelmed by guiltiness. I never hate him…it was just a spontaneous reaction and feeling expression towards him during that time. But, it doesn’t remain, it flew with the wind...I hope he could understand this situation even if he’s gone to another world…

Last Tuesday, after we received a call from the admin, we went to SMC instantly. I don’t want to accept the fact until I see the body before my very eyes. And, it was really heart-breaking to know the truth that he was gone. There is nothing that we can do as a human being but to pray for his soul. May his soul rest in peace. Good bye MR.HERMAN J.PREMUS…will miss to argue with you…L

Tips for mothers

Deo will soon know how to walk. Now he has started walking, step by step. 3 weeks ago, he started with his first two steps…and 2 weeks ago, he was able to add on a few more steps and to my surprise, yesterday Deo has walked for as far as 2 meters. It was a tremendous progress and I am very impatience to see him walk by his own. Sometimes, Deo fall down a few times and cried but it doesn’t prevent him to stand up again and start stepping forward. I must learn from Deo…I mean learn from babies how they struggle to overcome the fear of being fallen by learning on how to walk properly until they finally succeed. Deo starts to imitate our actions especially the body gestures and our face expressions. Pasted here is a general knowledge that I want to share with you especially for those Mothers out there. I understand, sometimes we do not know how to speak with our little baby especially when choosing a right word. It is a very useful tips, let’s try it together..

You can use these everyday phrases to instill confidence, self-respect, and thoughtfulness in your children.

1. Thank you.It's important to acknowledge your child's efforts to help you or others. You might say: "Thanks for helping me look for that missing sock" or "Thanks for setting the table; I got the salad made while you were doing that."

2. Tell me more.Words like these show your child that you are listening and that you would like to hear more about what's on her mind. "Tell me more" encourages conversation without passing judgment or giving immediate advice – two responses that discourage further communication from your child.

3. You can do it.Your expression of confidence in your child's ability to do many things without your help is important. As your child grows older, there will be many times when your encouragement will mean the difference between his giving up on a challenging task or seeing it through.

4. How can I help?Let your child know you are willing and available to help her accomplish a particular task that may be difficult for her to manage on her own. You might say: "I think you can read that story by yourself now. Let me know if you need help with a new word." As your child takes on projects in school, encourage her to think of specific steps that are necessary to complete a project. You both can decide which tasks your child can handle on her own and which ones she'll need help with.

5. Let's all pitch in.A child is never too young to learn that cooperation and team effort make many jobs easier and speedier – and often more fun: "Let's all pitch in and finish raking the leaves so we can go in and bake cookies," or "Let's all pitch in and clean up the kitchen or we'll miss the movie." Family activities and group chores can develop into pleasant rituals that enrich a child's life and create fond memories.

6. How about a hug?Don't just tell your child you love him – show him. Research indicates that young children deprived of physical touch and displays of affection often fail to thrive. As children grow older, they vary in the ways they like us to show affection. Some love to be cuddled, while others prefer a quick hug or pat on the shoulder. It's important to be aware of what your child enjoys most at a particular age.

7. Please.After all these years, "please" is still a classic. When you ask a favor of anyone – including children – this "magic word" acknowledges that you are asking for a behavior that will help you and/or make you happy. (P.S.: Don't forget to say "thank you" when the job is done.)

8. Good job!Good for you. Self-respect and self-confidence grow when your child's efforts and performance are rewarded. Whenever possible, give your child lots of praise. Be sure your praise is honest and specific. Focus on your child's efforts and progress, and help her identify her strengths.

9. It's time to..."It's time to get ready for bed," or "do homework," or "turn off the TV." Young children need structure in their daily lives to provide a measure of security in an often insecure world. It is up to you as a parent to establish and maintain a workable schedule of activities, always remembering that children benefit from regular mealtimes and bedtimes.

10. I love you.Everyone needs love and affection and a feeling of acceptance and belonging. We can't assume that children know and understand our love for them unless we tell them. Letting your child know that you love him (and showing him with countless hugs) is important not only in toddlerhood, but also as he gets older.

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Words for Special Circumstances

1. I'm sorry.Parents need to acknowledge their own mistakes and express regret whenever they cause their child unhappiness or distress. "I'm sorry I got soap in your eyes," or "I'm sorry I wasn't listening; tell me again," or "I'm sorry I can't read any more stories to you; I have to make a phone call now." By expressing your sincere regret, you are showing your child that you are being considerate of her feelings and providing her with a model of good behavior as well.

2. No."No, don't do that; you might hurt someone," or "No, we don't behave that way," or "No, we don't have enough money to buy that." When parents have a hard time saying 'no' to their children, these children may grow up without knowing how to respond to limits. Parents can provide children with some freedom of choice (for instance, let your child pick out his own outfit, or let him decide what he'd like to eat for lunch), but be prepared to set boundaries.

3. That's enough."That's enough TV," or candy, or roughhousing, or arguing. This phrase sets limits and paves the way for your child to develop a sense of self-control. Sometimes a "time-out" period is necessary if your limits have been reached and your child isn't responding to the verbal message you are trying to send.

3. How do you suppose she feels?Asking this question provides an opportunity for your child to consider the effects of her actions on another person, and it gives her the chance to develop empathy toward others. When you and your child read stories or watch TV shows together, look for opportunities to talk about the feelings of others.

5. This isn't working. Can you think of another way?Considering alternative ways of behaving in difficult situations is one of the steps of problem solving – an important skill that is useful throughout life. Your response to problems that arise in daily life, at home, or at work provides a model of behavior for your child.

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What a wonderful day!

What a wonderful day! I’ve just finished answering last paper of my final examination today. Our last Technopreneur paper was the easiest paper among the papers we took this semester. Its only took me ½ hour to answer all the questions confidently. After struggling for several weeks, completing all assignments, and sitting the exam almost continuously for my engineering subjects, YES, at last…the freedom is mine. To my excitement, this holiday is going to be the longest holiday ever since I became a UMS student 2 years ago. How I manage to go through the tiring weeks before and during the exam weeks. Doing two different things at one time really requires my patience and determination.

Sometimes, I was under pressured, my patience was really tempted until I feel like want to quit. But for the sake of Deo and because of I have committed to pursue my study in this field, I have to keep on moving forward and never turning back…Thanks God..He gives me strengths and console me in a very special way. And my sincere thanks also goes to my dearly husband, Deo (eventhough he is too young to understand things) and my family for giving me endless support during the exam time especially by helping me to do all the house works, taking care of Deo, cooking, washing and etc… I realized, I was occasionally help them..and now, be happy because I am about to re-energize and become a housewife/mother that I am supposed to be..(^____^)

FOCUS...FOCUSSSS

Last week, on Thursday, I came to the office around 7.45 in the morning. I have Autocad class at 8 am. I was in rushed as I have to take the key from the project lab. Coincidentally, K.Hamsiah was having a course in ULPL so we (Jaya and me) have to wait for Mr.Mojuning to unlock the door. When he arrived, a bit disappointed when he did not have the key to the lab. We wasted a long wait. I’m worried if the Director suddenly makes a visit to my class early in the morning as he always does. My friend Jaya couldn’t wait any longer, he called Azrin and asked for another key. Luckly Azrin got an extra key.

After we manage to enter the lab, with no doubt and suspicious feeling at all, I wrote in the ‘buku peminjaman kunci’, ECAD and I took ECAD’s key. I rushed to MK2 and tried to unlock the door. I tried to unlock the 1st door which is located far beside the student’s toilet but it doesn’t match. I went to the next door, middle door, try to unlock it but it gives me the same results. And then I walked quickly toward the last door hoping to open it, but still I couldn’t open it. Still unsatisfied with the result, I made a 2nd round, WHY the door can’t be unlocked? I called the last person who entered the lab yesterday, and the person said no problem with the key at all. It was almost 8.30 am, I asked my student to go to BKE 3 and waited for me there while I’m trying to figure out what was wrong. After trying another round to unlock the door, I gave up. I gave up because I don’t know what was actually wrong with the key.

Finally, I went to BKE 3...I told my student, the class is canceled. Wah...they were so happy. I asked them to do the assignment that I gave to them earlier. Disappointed with the incident, I walked slowly to the Project Lab to return the key. So, I have to fill in the “buku peminjaman” that I have returned the key. Do you guys know, what’s wrong with the key? THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE KEY….IT WAS ME WHO TOOK THE KEY WRONGLY. After realizing that I was soooo (I don’t know the appropriate terms for it…Forgetful? Careless? Hasty? U help me to name it) It was totally beyond my control…seems like physically I was there, but my mind was somewhere else? When I took the key, I know it’s not the MK2’s key but why I wonder why I didn’t notice it earlier…

So…last week I learned something. I need to concentrate and more focus in everything that I want to do to avoid such thing to be happen again….(^__^)