Still waiting for next week to come…ya, waiting for my sweet dearly hubby to come..:)

Now, I’m staying with my 2 bro’s n sister…Believe it or not, I’m sleeping with my sister cuz I don’t want to sleep alone. Everyday, I woke up around 6.10am…and every morning I’ll start my day by praying…Now is Dec and next month will be year 2010. What I’ve accomplished this year?

Of course, this year I got married..and that was the most memorable and happiest event that I will never forget…and the 2nd thing is, I’ll be a mom soon…Thanks God. This is an amazing and priceless gift that we ever had…My husband is so happy and so do I..:)

Mm..I’ve started pursuing my study tin UMS. What a challenging mission to achieved…with my recent unwell condition together with the work at office, it’s not an easy task to do. Paying the education’s fee by our own doubled the challenge. I hope, I can go through with this…It’s my dream to pursue my study. I want to be a good lecturer who is worthy to convey what ever knowledge I have to my students. Now, I’m feeling like I’m still very young in this profession even though I’ve spent almost 7 years in this field…I don’t want to be the same level as my student…I feel pity to them. Of course, my experienced had contributed to my knowledge, but I’m not satisfied because people are not looking at your experiences but they’ll judge you through your qualification. Am I right?

Daily, you still have 3 and half years to go…Go for it…!!

My new experience..

Wah…what a lazy blogger...I didn’t update my blog for almost 2 months..I’ve been so busy lately, sitting my final exam in ums. My last paper was yesterday…everything went smooth except for yesterday..it was a disaster…huhu.. But it was pass.. I don’t want to think about it anymore…
Mm..These few weeks, I’m feeling so uncomfortable…I don’t have the appetite to eat…I’m losing out my weight. Previously, my weight was 45kg now go down to 42kg..I hope I can handle this. Apart from that, I’m so happy actually…When I know about the good news…I was so happy…I don’t know how to express it..The first person I told..of course my hubby..:) We were extremely happy…Mm…but the challenge is so though…go through with this alone…without being staying with my hubby make me feel very sick and wanna cry…actually I did.. But, thanks to God…I’ve manage to go through this for the first 3 months…with the help of my bro and sis. Thanks to them for cooking for me…
Today is my 2nd appointment with the doctor..I hope everything will be ok…but I’m afraid of injection…Gosh..I hate that..It’s very painful…huhu…
So, what’s our planning for the coming xmas this dec? Previously, we planned to celebrate xmas in Papar and then celebrate new year in my ‘kampung’. However, there was a slight change at last moment..My sis in law had delivered baby boy on the 30th of Nov last few days..so they planned to celebrate the full moon of their baby this coming new year..That’s why, we exchange the schedule…I’m okay with that..as long as I can go back to my hometown…If I’m not mistaken, my last visit to my kampung was about 3 months ago..I couldn’t go back frequently because I always have class on weekend…hopefully I can ease my pain of missing my kampung and my mom during xmas…
Ok..that’s all for now..