FOCUS...FOCUSSSS

Last week, on Thursday, I came to the office around 7.45 in the morning. I have Autocad class at 8 am. I was in rushed as I have to take the key from the project lab. Coincidentally, K.Hamsiah was having a course in ULPL so we (Jaya and me) have to wait for Mr.Mojuning to unlock the door. When he arrived, a bit disappointed when he did not have the key to the lab. We wasted a long wait. I’m worried if the Director suddenly makes a visit to my class early in the morning as he always does. My friend Jaya couldn’t wait any longer, he called Azrin and asked for another key. Luckly Azrin got an extra key.

After we manage to enter the lab, with no doubt and suspicious feeling at all, I wrote in the ‘buku peminjaman kunci’, ECAD and I took ECAD’s key. I rushed to MK2 and tried to unlock the door. I tried to unlock the 1st door which is located far beside the student’s toilet but it doesn’t match. I went to the next door, middle door, try to unlock it but it gives me the same results. And then I walked quickly toward the last door hoping to open it, but still I couldn’t open it. Still unsatisfied with the result, I made a 2nd round, WHY the door can’t be unlocked? I called the last person who entered the lab yesterday, and the person said no problem with the key at all. It was almost 8.30 am, I asked my student to go to BKE 3 and waited for me there while I’m trying to figure out what was wrong. After trying another round to unlock the door, I gave up. I gave up because I don’t know what was actually wrong with the key.

Finally, I went to BKE 3...I told my student, the class is canceled. Wah...they were so happy. I asked them to do the assignment that I gave to them earlier. Disappointed with the incident, I walked slowly to the Project Lab to return the key. So, I have to fill in the “buku peminjaman” that I have returned the key. Do you guys know, what’s wrong with the key? THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE KEY….IT WAS ME WHO TOOK THE KEY WRONGLY. After realizing that I was soooo (I don’t know the appropriate terms for it…Forgetful? Careless? Hasty? U help me to name it) It was totally beyond my control…seems like physically I was there, but my mind was somewhere else? When I took the key, I know it’s not the MK2’s key but why I wonder why I didn’t notice it earlier…

So…last week I learned something. I need to concentrate and more focus in everything that I want to do to avoid such thing to be happen again….(^__^)

Our 2nd anniversary...14.02.2011

Today..14 of Feb 2011..A historical and meaningful date to me. It has been 2 years, my marriage…

Mm..a week before, there was a slight misunderstanding between the two of us. But, instead of making it clear, both of us seems so ego, we try to elude talking about it…who is going to start the conversation first? Me..? Him? No body wants. And, at last, guess what happened? Both of us ended up with an empty stomach for the whole day. We only ate for breakfast and that’s it…the misunderstanding leads us to fasting…that’s the funny side of the story…

But, why I can’t erase that from my memory? Is that a new challenge for me? Where to go, what, why, and everything seems need an explanations. From the bright side, I know, that’s how I can understand him deeply. It made me realize, for all this while, my knowledge about him was still very limited…There were many things to discover and to dig in order for us avoid such things to be happened again.

Today, yes, it’s our 2nd anniversary. Instead of that very few bitter ingredients along the way, I better talk about how I lucky I am to have a wonderful family…loving, charismatic, has sense of humor, responsible, charming, gentlemen husband (how could I unsatisfied with those characteristics?) and a very cute, active, chubby, fair and lovely son. This the precious gifts from the Man above. I should be grateful, no complaining…(^___^). If there is a storm in a heavy rain, there is always a rainbow suddenly appears after it…And it is definitely so beautiful…

Well, come back to my planning today…mm, we plan to have lunch together, somewhere we never been before…may be at a Maple Restaurant or else where. But, seem this plan couldn’t work out. He has a limited break time during afternoon and coincidently my class will start at 11am to 1 pm..huhu..so my plan B, maybe I will cook a special dinner tonight…especially for him..:) as a surprise..hehe..mm, I prefer plan B.

Tomorrow, he needs to travel again..So he’ll be away for 3 days. I already get accustomed with this…previously; I used to be alone so this is a small matter for me…No problem at all..:) Ok, I have another thins to be done today…c ya…adios, hasta luego…

Oh my students....

Am I a good lecturer for my student? I’m teaching the same subjects, my favorite subject; Autocad. To be plain, I love the subject very much and I am not trying to boast myself on this but honestly, I’ve mastered the skills in Autocad. The problem is that, why it seem so complex for my student to understand it? I told them hundred times, frequently read the status bar below the screen, because it is an interaction between the user and the Autocad but most of the time they will just ignore it. They are so pampered; they don’t even want to stand on their own feet. When I try to elaborate in detail on how to draw or modify some objects, apparently, they are listening to me attentively…but guess what is happening in the other side? They are doing their own things which are totally out of my topics. This scenario happens because of the lack of computers in our lab computer. We have three labs but all together are having the same problem. Just imagine, 1 computer shared by 3 to 4 students. There are 44 students in my class and only a few computers that are usable for this lesson. Some of them have their own notebook but how about that unaffordable student? Do I have to discriminate or force them to buy? How ruthless I am…

I hope I can find other alternative on how they can cultivate interest in learning this subject. And I also want to improve how I convey the lesson…hmm…

Good bye 2010..welcome 2011..(a bit late)

Hello, hi..hola..

Time passes…here I am again. It is now in the year of 2011...how time passes so quickly. The last post I’ve posted in this blog was on May 9, 2010…which is almost a year. Where did I go? I am not going anywhere...I am still here, in Poly KK…and still a UMS student; there is still a long way to go…

Many things happened last year…6.6.10…it was an unforgettable date ever and a great blessing from God. Finally, the apple of my heart, my precious son…DEO CLARENCE TIANDUN was born. The moment was still clearly vivid in my memories. When Deo crying for the first time and holding him right away after the labour. Thank you God…You have given us the true meaning of this life...To my hubby, thank you for being there for me, giving me support during the agony.

Now, I’ve opened the new chapter in my life story…I now have new story to share with…I have Deo to laugh with and cry together. My precious Deo was so cute...reminding me to my husband...*(^____^)*…During that time my husband was a thousand miles from us…he’s working in Sarawak and he only came back once in a month. My title as a mother and student at the same time makes me really exhausted and busy all the time especially when exam was around the corner. It was really hard to focus on what I am doing or reading when hearing the little baby was crying. Fortunately, my sister helped me a lot…she became Deo’s babysitter. Thanks a lot sister…I know, u missed Deo so much now..:)

23th of Dec…another joyous date happened to me last year. After been living apart for almost 2 years, finally God granted our pray. My dearest husband was transferred here, just in a right moment, when Deo starts to recognise people around him. What a meaningful life!!! I will always remember this moment…where the real journey begins………

This year will be our 2nd anniversary, during Valentines Day…the planning is to take a family studio’s photo but we’re still not certain because we haven’t booked it. Coincidently, the CNY holiday is one week earlier so I am afraid if the studio is closed. Supposed I have booked it a few days ago but I was a little bit late, it was closed already for the CNY holiday…So, our 2nd planning is…still thinking…may be, we will go for picnic or etc...

Well, may be it is not too late to say good bye to 2010 and welcome to 2011…I want to be an optimistic person…always be proud of what I’ve done…and more organize in doing works, dealing with time and taking care of my family and giving them my heartiest dedication. Because after all, there are my sunshine…Hubby and Deo… Till then…hasta pronto..:)