Today, I woke up around 6.30am…I feel so tired and still sleepy. I called my hubby and wake him up…From his voice; I could clearly recognize that he has just waked up and still lazy to get up from the bed. Still thinking about ‘something’ happened a few days ago. I tried to forget it but my heart was unsettled. I know, time will heal…some more, may be for a few persons out there would say... "huh…it’s not a big deal if compared with other cases...” However, for me...it’s only a beginning…if I take it so easy, I won’t shocked if the worst could happen later on…who knows…Only God... I understood that, we can’t blame one particular side only…yes, but actually it could be avoided if we say ‘NO’ to anything that leading us to those similar cases at the first place…as the famous saying ‘preventing is better than to cure’…just say ‘NO’ and we could make a different…mm…let the time heal…
I went through the whole day by attending a timetable course, which I think was quite boring. Why did I say like that? The instructor kept on speaking continuously in front and told us to listen and do nothing. We sat there for almost 4 hours listening to his lectures and half an hour before lunchtime, he asked us create our own timetable. What I see is that, we do not have enough time to do the practical. The time was limited and the time table that we’re about to create was totally different from the examples that he has given; If only that he passed the CD to us and installed the time table software a little bit earlier. We will have much time to do the practical and in the meantime, we could ask him questions if any. Furthermore, we cannot remember the basic steps because he did not allowed us to switch on our notebook. I understood that what he is trying to do was good…he wanted us to focus more on his lectures but for me, he failed to manage the time…
